| Sooo I thought I could handle myspace, xanga, facebook, and two emails...but i cant. I tried and you know... I'm not uspet- it was a solid effort. But xanga is just not cutting it for me like it used to. This is me officially throwing in the towel- but no worries you can reach me at: www.myspace.com/bcruce for random emotionally fun filled blogs :) Peace and God bless.
~becca~ |
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| I've come to realize that I love jazz. I mean love it. I used to just listen to it because thats the only style of music that I could have and still concentrate on homework. But I've recently realized how classy it is...gah I just adore it. I've been addicted to listening to the music station through yahoo thats labeled "Classic Jazz". I think only jazz could label its self as classy...thats just how classy it is. I need to go to Chicago and experience some of this first hand.....maybe i'll have to plan on that say end of March? umm okay 
bcruce |
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| dont wake me...i plan on sleeping |
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| ...how can something that makes you so angery you feel smoke coming from your ears can make you so sad that you feel your heart drop into your stomach... |
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| So I'm now slowly realizing that the huge cloud I was describing in the comment below is slowly lifting. I am slowly realizing more about my relationship with Christ, sacrifices I need to be making, and taking each of those huge looming moral questions and picking them apart and coming up with a result that I can finally claim as my own. I think that I have always taken for granted how important that is to me. To be able to claim something as my own is basically saying that because I've taken time to really debate all the pros and cons and- now this is the clincher- to back it up no matter what- cuz it's no longer my parents or friends choice: but my very own. Now on a completely different topic: I think I am finally feeling and experiencing what I used to do to my friends when I'd jump down there throats for doing something against my religion. I for once in my life understand why it pushed them further from the "correct path". ...now this might come acrossed as very non PC but the most important part is that i realize the exact difference between yelling and what Christ did... and that my friends makes literally all the difference. |
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